Weekend

Hello.
I rarely spend my weekend outside. I'd love to stay at home cause I hate to be in crowded place. So, everytime weeken comes, I stay at home. Watching movies and eat a simple cooking. Yeah, its true. If I out, just for important things. It seem like olderly right? Hah!

They so many things I hate weekend except for holiday. *wink* First, too crowded in most of the place, everything is pricey because most people looking for it and not having money. Hahah! Plus one, sometimes I always being solo and I hate walking alone actually. Hemm

So, hows your weekend. Mine, is boring.

XoXo, Me.
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Money

Hello.

Money? Not everyone like to talk about. Money so important. Some people born with silver spoon. They have nothing to worry about. Money can buy everything. Yeah, everything! Even a love. People might say Im a materialistic person. Even I say not. But trust me, money is everything. People get divorced also money being some of the cases. You cant say the love is forever. Someday you might fight cause not enough here and there because all those thing need money to get it. Lastly end up with divorce.

I know the intro is to much. =,='. Right now, I do believe most of the student having this kind of problem. A government uni student especially which Im one of it. Starting a new sem of course you need an extras money to buy this and those. As usual, the loan or either a scholarship take extra time to be in your account. And sometimes you cant afford to eat. Fasting is an option because you still dont what is the exact date the money will come to you.

For rich student it might be easier to ask from they parents. I always concern everything first before asking for money. Im trying hard not to ask easily. Sometimes I felt Im a bad daughter. What they gave me is not the same what I have gave back to them. I feel horrible. I learned so hard in my studies. Ermm. Not pretty hard actually. =,='. The result that I get is not what I've expected to show them. I felt so embarrassed. Yeah, I know Im so wronged. :(

I dont know how to save, plan, budget my money. I dont know. I dont know. I seem always using the money for something i not useful. Im a very bad person. Please dont be me. Please. Im trying to change. At least having my own saving so I can use for emergency. Everytime I finished my semester, my money also finished without left even a single cents. Im trying hard now to make sure my money is not run out as it always do.

This post having no moral story. I bet all my posts also haven't moral that can you take off. Just what Im feel. Im not stress writing in every post. I just wrote a truthful and what I feel.

XoXo, Me.
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Feel the Heat

Hello.

Seriously, I dont know how to make an intro. Im just making this blog kind of my diary for my leisure time. Is just that. Im not hoping anybody to read it. Im not calling for a follower. I dont want to be famous or something. Just that I want to write what I feel in the particular moment. Writing is only way to express my feeling. Im glad having you to read my story even this blog is sooo boring.

The title actually express my feeling toward my fyp project. Fyp stands for Final Year Project incase you dont know. I already came to the hardest part of my study which is not I used to like it. I dont have any experience in doing of any project, even a small one. Eventho Im an electronic student. Shame on me =,='. Right now, Im feeling so hard to continue doing this. My lects said, it normal for who to start a new thing. When you already started to do it, or in process of doing it, you will be okay. I so much hope it is true.

I've chosen a topic. But I dont really understand about it. Im feel so fool. Not a regret. Just that I think none of the project is easy. Like it or not, you have no choice. I hope I can handle this a much as I can handle other thing. Pray for me please, can you?

XoXo, Me.
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New Comeback? Being A Best Housemate.

Hello.
It has been a while since my last update. I mean soooo long? Miss me? Of course not, did you? Hehe. Actually, I'm not kind of busy just too lazy being not-so-cool person. Hell yeah, what im talking about? =,=' I dont know how to make a 'comeback'. All I know now just want to share what im feel right now. Feelin some kind of been bullying or 'dipergunakan' or something. The feeling is so bad. I know you did not a full story but just read. Just read. I mean it. Hurm

Right now, im a third year degree student for last sem. Next sem will be my forth year. Im staying in a rental house. Having a not-so-cool housemate is so bad. A real bad. They just pretending like nothing happen. I mean, in everything. A lot. As for now, our washer machine was not working for the past 2 months. Im not the last user. And it was not a first time I called the technician. It always me to handle everything in this house. Everything! Not only a washer, a rental payment, cooking gas. Is like I am the only person staying in this house. They seem like ignore everything. They keep asking me 'bila nak betulkan ini, bila nak betulkan itu, bagitau tuan rumah, bla bla bla'.

I just wanna keep the 'housemate friendships' okay. But everytime is me. Only me. Being fixed up everything. Im not complaining, just asking for responsibility and some cooperation maybe? Seem like I'm also 'a mother' to them even two of them are 25th and 24th years old. And the other two busy with their partners. Go hell yeah!

Im give up. Feels like i have been bullied. Sorry for this post. I dont know to whom I want to share. I just wanna to talk. Not asking for for advice. Just that feel a relief. I know I have family to talk to. But sometimes writing is more capable to make relief.


XoXo. Me.
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